If there was a survey [like one of those myspace bulletin surveys I always fill in when I should just study instead] asking me when was the last time I felt happy?
I think I'd say "not now". I think I'd say "every single minute I spent in Prague this week."
Yes. That's the truth. I know it might sound a little weird, maybe not just a little, but I feel so much more like home there. Everytime I go to Prague [and yes it's pretty often since my sister moved there] I just feel different. I mean...
I feel happy.
***
The city is just awesome. I think everyone who's ever been there would agree. It has its own atmosphere and it makes you smile everytime you see the Charles Bridge, Old Town Square, Kampa, National Museum etc. You see all those impressive towers, old buildings and tiny teeny streets and you feel like a part of this special something.
But this time Prague felt even more special for me.
I lived with Irenka [I just love to call her Renky]. I remember those times when the two of us were really close. Before she left to the States. I remember that princess thing she sent me from there, I still keep it in my "memory box". But something happened then [I don't really know what] and we haven't talked for a looong time. And now we got closer again and.. man living with her was just really nice. I mean her appartement is just so awesome, but living with her, having coffee and breakfast together every morning, reading through those girly magazines, talking about nothing and everything... I really miss her. I know it's been like few hours since I came back and I know she's coming here soon... but I still miss her. I even missed her sometimes in Prague. When I was hanging out with someone else I just felt like "hey I miss her, what's wrong?".
Another speciality about this time in Prague is that I had almost all the people I love the most in my life with me.
I mean my sister was in the same city, Renky, B., Veronika, J. and all my friends from my class [yes sir, I really love my classmates], Jirka and Iva and even Kevin showed up!
Tamara was like 45 minutes outside of town but still.
Of course my mum, my little sister, Tyna and Petr and some other people were missing but still... it's pretty cool to live right in the heart of the city you love with the people you love around you. And all those people you just don't really like, all that gossip and crap it all seems so far away.
***
I'd love to write down every single moment I felt so happy but that would take hours. I just enjoyed every every every single minute since that morning we went to shop all that cheese and fruits and stuff, since my first Starbucks coffee [and yes man I know I promised to myself I'm not spending that much money on stupid things but yes I had tons of them. But Starbucks coffee is not a stupid thing, right?]. I loved feeding those cute ducks in the senat gardens, I loved burning my lips with the sumatra presso with hot soy milk, I loved going to the gallery with B., taking photo of that giant balloon, having the best ice-cream ever, eating my vegetarian quesadilla on the Kampa island, buiyng the same bracelet, walking through the Old Town in the night with Jirka and Renky, talking until 2 am, calling Andrew, walking down those streets around the castle, running through the Charles bridge with caramel frappucino and J. by my side, watching my favourite actor and singer acting the best theater play I've ever seen, partying in that really nice club, walking down the whole Old Town with no shoes, right after rain at 1 or 2 am, having coffee with Kevin and making fun of american tourists, having delicious lunch with my girls at vegan restaurant, sleeping underneath the tree on Kampa island, watching all those young people playing soccer there or just walking their dogs, dancing around the National Theater, partying the whole night with the best class I could ever dream of, jumping around in the rhytm of smells like teen spirit, eating delicious vegan chocolate cake which was made especially for us...
No I don't feel very happy right now. I really miss it. I miss Renky too bad. I miss the town and its very special atmosphere. I miss my class being not just class but kind of a family. I miss the culture, the fashion, languages and all those nice random people all around me.
***
Right after I came back to Ostrava and I finished all that stuff I had to do I changed my facebook name. I just felt like Petra Pan again. And right after I changed it I found an APU application e-mail in my spam box [thank god I didn't delete it like I usually do]. I read through all those crazy information... and... I feel like something big is going to happen. I'm just not sure how I feel about it. I should make up my mind a little.
I just have that "something is wrong" feeling on my mind.
I'd better get some sleep.
[I'll post someting more possitive and upload some pics later. I promise.]
I think I'd say "not now". I think I'd say "every single minute I spent in Prague this week."
Yes. That's the truth. I know it might sound a little weird, maybe not just a little, but I feel so much more like home there. Everytime I go to Prague [and yes it's pretty often since my sister moved there] I just feel different. I mean...
I feel happy.
***
The city is just awesome. I think everyone who's ever been there would agree. It has its own atmosphere and it makes you smile everytime you see the Charles Bridge, Old Town Square, Kampa, National Museum etc. You see all those impressive towers, old buildings and tiny teeny streets and you feel like a part of this special something.
But this time Prague felt even more special for me.
I lived with Irenka [I just love to call her Renky]. I remember those times when the two of us were really close. Before she left to the States. I remember that princess thing she sent me from there, I still keep it in my "memory box". But something happened then [I don't really know what] and we haven't talked for a looong time. And now we got closer again and.. man living with her was just really nice. I mean her appartement is just so awesome, but living with her, having coffee and breakfast together every morning, reading through those girly magazines, talking about nothing and everything... I really miss her. I know it's been like few hours since I came back and I know she's coming here soon... but I still miss her. I even missed her sometimes in Prague. When I was hanging out with someone else I just felt like "hey I miss her, what's wrong?".
Another speciality about this time in Prague is that I had almost all the people I love the most in my life with me.
I mean my sister was in the same city, Renky, B., Veronika, J. and all my friends from my class [yes sir, I really love my classmates], Jirka and Iva and even Kevin showed up!
Tamara was like 45 minutes outside of town but still.
Of course my mum, my little sister, Tyna and Petr and some other people were missing but still... it's pretty cool to live right in the heart of the city you love with the people you love around you. And all those people you just don't really like, all that gossip and crap it all seems so far away.
***
I'd love to write down every single moment I felt so happy but that would take hours. I just enjoyed every every every single minute since that morning we went to shop all that cheese and fruits and stuff, since my first Starbucks coffee [and yes man I know I promised to myself I'm not spending that much money on stupid things but yes I had tons of them. But Starbucks coffee is not a stupid thing, right?]. I loved feeding those cute ducks in the senat gardens, I loved burning my lips with the sumatra presso with hot soy milk, I loved going to the gallery with B., taking photo of that giant balloon, having the best ice-cream ever, eating my vegetarian quesadilla on the Kampa island, buiyng the same bracelet, walking through the Old Town in the night with Jirka and Renky, talking until 2 am, calling Andrew, walking down those streets around the castle, running through the Charles bridge with caramel frappucino and J. by my side, watching my favourite actor and singer acting the best theater play I've ever seen, partying in that really nice club, walking down the whole Old Town with no shoes, right after rain at 1 or 2 am, having coffee with Kevin and making fun of american tourists, having delicious lunch with my girls at vegan restaurant, sleeping underneath the tree on Kampa island, watching all those young people playing soccer there or just walking their dogs, dancing around the National Theater, partying the whole night with the best class I could ever dream of, jumping around in the rhytm of smells like teen spirit, eating delicious vegan chocolate cake which was made especially for us...
No I don't feel very happy right now. I really miss it. I miss Renky too bad. I miss the town and its very special atmosphere. I miss my class being not just class but kind of a family. I miss the culture, the fashion, languages and all those nice random people all around me.
***
Right after I came back to Ostrava and I finished all that stuff I had to do I changed my facebook name. I just felt like Petra Pan again. And right after I changed it I found an APU application e-mail in my spam box [thank god I didn't delete it like I usually do]. I read through all those crazy information... and... I feel like something big is going to happen. I'm just not sure how I feel about it. I should make up my mind a little.
I just have that "something is wrong" feeling on my mind.
I'd better get some sleep.
[I'll post someting more possitive and upload some pics later. I promise.]
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