We went through a little crazy time when the dogs (let me call them the boys) first met, but it's all cool now. We took a lot of nice walks, we played games, we had fun. And today though it seemed to be a really bad day (fight with someone I never want to fight with leading to complete plans-changing) was just the best of it all. We took a nice walk with my elder sis, we went to the outdoor pub where we just talked with my mommy and sis, then I picked my little sis at her judo practice, we had tons and tons of delicious pizza, then I took a walk with my sweet friend Janka and at the top of it was evening muffins-baking-party with a lots of chocolate and wine.
Another really amazing thing about these days is.. that I had couple of the most honest conversations in my life. With the most beloved people. I honestly don't think I've ever been this honest before. It surely is a good feeling to say out loud everything you keep inside. Especially if you know that the person you talk to really cares.
I don't feel like going to the details. It might sound completely crazy and dumb but... of all the happiness and all the amazing people and things in my life... I feel weird. For some really creepy and stupid reason I feel confused and kinda lost. Hopefully I am just being a little kid right now:)
Good night my almost lover... good night my hopeless dream... :)
I finally found The Who tee. I first saw it in F21 this summer and I've been looking for one since then. Now I have one - yayyyy!
love, Petra.
i feel weird and lost too without a real reason :(
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